If you are reading this then that means you mean alot to me. I have been so hurt in the last day and i just need my real friends and family to support me. I have learned so much about myself in the last few years and you guys have been along for the ride. Regretfully i have hurt many of you too. For that reason i want to apologize. I want to tell you that i need you in my life. Your arms are the ones that hold me up somedays. Your kind words mean so much and many times they come at times when i need to hear them the most. Please understand that i am having a hard time and am getting the help i need. I write things sometimes as a cry for help. Its so hard to do that sometimes. sometimes i just want to let go. thanks for hangin on!